Embracing Wholeness: My Journey from Career to Free-Spirit Transforming Life as an Eternal Wanderer
- realizeenlightenme
- May 28
- 4 min read
Life has a remarkable way of guiding us into paths we never imagined. Just 5 years ago, I made a bold choice to leave behind a secure career and a comfortable lifestyle. This blog post is about the invaluable lessons I learned as a homeless wanderer, a yoga artist, and an eternal seeker of wholeness.
Letting Go of Attachments
In my previous life, I was deeply involved as a Zen master and wellness practitioner. I invested years in understanding wellness while accumulating material things and conforming to societal expectations. My possessions, career, and wealth once defined my sense of self and success.
When I decided to cut ties with these burdens, I felt an unexpected freedom. Each item I let go of became a symbol of emotional release. For instance, when I gave away my cars, I not only eliminated a burden but also gained a deeper connection with the world around me, transitioning to walking and cycling. I discovered alternative routes and hidden gems in my community that I would have otherwise overlooked.
Letting go allowed me to break free from the expectations of others and even my own ideas of who I should be. By releasing these attachments, I made way for genuine growth and began to discover my true self.
Embracing Wholeness Through Presence
Living as a wanderer has given me a new outlook on life, focusing on ‘presence.’ This moment is all we truly possess. I learned to appreciate small details around me, like the feel of grass beneath my feet, the sound of waves crashing, or the vibrant colors of a sunset. Each experience became a chance to delve into the wholeness of life.
For example, I often find myself sitting for hours in nature, observing people and nature—parents playing with children, couples walking hand-in-hand, birds chirping. Each scene teaches me something unique about connection and existence. By being present, every single moment turns into a precious gift, an opportunity to embrace life as it unfolds.
The Gift of Nature and Connection
Traveling from city to city, I discovered the wonders of nature and our connection to it. Walking barefoot on the beach, hiking steep mountain trails, or practicing yoga on cliff tops opened my heart and mind. Nature gave me a deeper understanding of belonging and was a reminder of our interconnectedness.
During one memorable hike in the Batu Mountains, I spent time resting by a crystal-clear stream where I felt a deep sense of peace and joy just by breathing. The experience taught me that harmony exists all around us and within us. It transformed my view of progress; each day became a canvas where I could paint my experiences with joy and gratitude.
Uncovering Inner Peace
Every step of this journey has led me closer to the inner peace that exists within us all when we let go of past regrets and future worries. I learned that peace is not simply a destination but an inherent part of our existence.
Countless times, I meditated under a starlit sky or practiced yoga by gently flowing rivers. I became aware of the importance of stillness, knowing that these sacred moments allowed me to amplify love and gratitude in my heart. For example, on a cold winter night, sitting by a fire, I felt complete serenity as I watched the flames dance, highlighting the contrast between darkness and light.
A Call for Companionship on the Path
As I traveled, I met many people who shared their transformative stories. Some had chosen to follow their passions, living authentically and embracing their true selves. Each connection enriched my journey and served as a reminder that we are never alone on this path.
It became clear that wholeness is available to everyone. It requires an openness to explore, a willingness to confront self-doubt, and a commitment to live in the moment. I want to pass this gift to anyone ready to experience the beauty of life.
Living Fully Within Lasting Presence
As I continue my adventures, I do not claim to know everything. Instead, I embrace life as a constant learning experience—a journey of surrender. The more I let go, the more I discover the beauty of existence without distractions.
This journey teaches me that life, in its essence, asks us to embrace every facet—joy, sorrow, simplicity, and complexity. Every moment is an invitation to step into the richness of life and recognize it as a beautiful work of art that we create through our choices, intentions, and presence.
Conclusion: Inviting You to Embrace Your Journey
Life's challenges are merely brushstrokes on the canvas of our existence. I encourage you to reflect on what it means to release your attachments, surrender to the present, and embark on your own journey, whether physically or metaphorically.
In embracing this path, you may uncover the same vibrant wholeness I have experienced. Life is a gift, and by practicing awareness, gratitude, and presence, you can open doors to experiences beyond your imagination.
The journey of living fully is accessible to all who are willing to take that step. Join me in celebrating this life of wholeness and connection—after all, we are all wanderers at heart.
Infinite Love
Ero
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